“Not feeling is weird. Your body tries to attempt emotion and your mind is like DENIED”
I used to hate being numb
That disconnect between the world and I
Couldn’t cry, get angry, or really enjoy anything with my heart in it
Now I don’t mind so much
Life hurts so damn much
So what if I want a hiatus from it all
I’m still here
Still paying the bills, feeding my dog & cats, keeping my house clean, putting gas in the car, etc…
Only difference is…
I don’t care
I’m numb to all of it
Numb to all of you and the pain
Paradiso 